So we bought a United Tropicana bingo pinball machine from 1955. It is loud and baffling!
In fact, if you'd like to know more about this pinball machine, it's previous owner did some amazing exploration into it! https://www.twobraids.com/2021/09/the-grand-old-lady.html?m=1
I have come up with a phrase to describe my goal for my next couple of weeks between jobs:
"copacetic sanguinity"
Like, I want to feel like what I'm doing is generally okay and feel okay about myself doing it. I have been lacking this for a good long while.
I've also got some intentions on which I'd like to follow through, but trying not to browbeat myself into it.